blast from past collages/poems

while cleaning up my computer i found some fairly disturbing things i put in there...these two crack rants were collages of words and words put together over many hours and when i finished making the collages i realised they were poems and for one of them i'd been sitting there for 6hours cutting up bits of paper.
they dont make any sense but im fairly certain i chose the words for a reason...who knows...disturbing..

this one is just before andrew came home....

The past
Just killed dick
post love
they can’t even look at
something from them as a word
his temper
beaten up
bands with a
kick
until a trip
gone serious
turns
decisions electric
from all
mistakes
that has ever been

Don’t run off

I’ve done pretty good

Don’t worry

Junkie beats getting way to drunk.
Independent,
Hid on purpose.

Way out.

Life becomes
This movement
Looks like it’s been pretty intense
Take a closer look.

You can say battered and bloodied
Lie ever made
Was I delusional
Cute and addictive
At the same time
Absolutely everything.

One stop high
If you walk
Around the world
Chicks
learn you will fit
In.

He’s still traumatized
Even deadly
Giving up before they planned.

This shouldn’t be happening
The very first time
Open about everything
She lives in some horrific violent
Can’t be named
Help with violent
After a failed runaway
Helps run faster
Really is fucked
Someone’s being violent

Overpower
Bathmat
Altered that much?

Girls who commit
Big liars
Aren’t so bad
Making so many mistakes
Was even harder
Trashed
More disturbing
I had some friends
Negative influences
Sleaze
No thanks
Was letting abuse
Was wearing tease
Video star
Gets a bit boring
Reason is unacceptable
Because we realised that they had
A fucking massacre.

Time to meet people we met
Collect faces
Best if I moved to live
SAVE YOURSELF.

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this was made as the cover of a note book

He
As well as
Smoke
For her part
Says what she
Likes
So it’s a must
Even with
Your best
Twist to
Trench.

Collection really
And as a part of
Life
Evolved
Current icon
Different with
Pleasures of…

Friends have
The most accurate picture of
Strange.
Peace.

He’s introducing
Youthfully cool
Better still
It really crosses lifestyle in these
Window pane checked works
Torsoed
Is the perfect person
To cover both.
It’s the sweet
Showing,
Can hardly wait for
Inspiration
To pretty in.

Precious I was
A tub of fresh.
Some new changes to look out for
‘men are from mars women are from venus’Fur.

It feels real
Is original
Did you just slip into
Ritual?

The fanatically restrained
Move forward
Hard
Every day or night
Classic mostly beat
Versatile and adaptable
Anything you want

I remember
I wanted this
Matchstick
Around beautiful.


(front page)
him back base
say yes.
Trenches trimmed
With beaver.
The runway collection.
Fagotting sticking machine
Dress with wing fur
Present
Too divine
Their unique
Gossip
He says smiling
Jolly good
Life’s little indulgences
Action packed days behind
To counterpoint the season’s lines
Step into the night
Hook and fear
Watch from
Terms
Touching imaginaries
Age of innocence
Aims to ride on this
Vision the perfect
After everything
Fine
Innocence
Fire
Wowing the crow
All fancy
Everything goes attitude
With a lace shell
If I don’t like
Built up confidence
To embracing
Lessness
Fastest.

Following master
Permitted to remain
A bright choice
To kill.
Move forward
To become a true
Accident
Cultural phenomenon
A corner of hoy.
Im charming and someone you
Want to be around
Nothing but this
Less of fame
A face to remember
Leather suspender
Hirt dress is
Everybody
He declares
Bias cut
Shot

Puts 100 percent in to
Being balanced.

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