Thursday, December 22, 2011

ME: What are you made of?

SOLDIER1: We don't ask questions like that here.

SOLDIER2: We keep

BOTH: still

SOLDIER: We keep.

Quietly, I walk to you.

I undress you.

YOU: The lights.

ME: That's what you're made of.

You shake your head.

YOU: The lights. I can't bare/

ME: /you're bare.

a long pause, a cough, the soldiers fuck in a dark corner.

YOU: I'm made of flesh, bones, guts, blood.

ME: You're made of laughter, strength, adventure.

YOU: Sadness, insecurities.

ME: Beauty.

YOU: So we agree to disagree?

ME: We agree...what do you say when we are in bed together? You lie above my body and I can feel your breath blowing in my hair. And you kiss my forehead and say "look at you".

YOU: Look at you.

ME: And I say I can't, I don't have a mirror.

YOU: You wouldn't see what I saw anyway.

ME: No, I wouldn't.

THE SOLDIERS (breaking rhythm): Look at you.

For Hunter

things i see when i look at you:

THE BEAR THAT HAS MY HEART.