Friday, February 27, 2009

apon reading kathy acker

**please note, the use of dots is meant to just be empty space but this stupid website won't allow me to do my fancy thought seperating spacing...
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if i can accept
colours
and pretty/ugly...................pretty ugly
shapes
.....................THIS IS IT
i can be free.
[to die.
.to live?
.in an undetermined order]

i wouldn't
i couldn't
make a decision
of what to wear to the funeral
{said in a muted low voice that is not my own}

red is the new black
black is everywhere
im not sure
i have the right shoes
to get around in

i get around alright.

i could break the circle
if i made The Choice

only i wouldn't.
......i couldn't.

i could live a Life
of embrace
desire/
no concequence
leave a trail of myself

they leave me battered too
this battle
each blow i bring apon myself.

alliteration is one of Lifes small pleasures.

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