i do know that what ive made of us is mostly in my mind partly as much fantasy to escape the reality of everything that had passed and everything that was/is happening at this very moment. reality is although we know each other very well and love each other deeply in a way or as we can with the sort of friendship that we have acquired from each other reality is we do not know the truth of each other outside of walls of work and phones and we do not know each other in the real world we do not know each other more so it seems as the walls of a correctional centre seperate us. you told me not to get my hopes up or something like that-actually you said i was setting myself up for a fall. you set me up too though. was it more the heat of the moment whirlwind romance where you could have someone, intense and poetic crazy circles...without ever having to go anywhere near the shapes that we made?...or did you slip for a moment, release your guards and truly allow yourself to fall...for me...