new love is frightening and little question marks up my spine, as the way we kiss is too new for the both of us. we are fresh and uncomplicated and i try to be honest, and over share but id rather her leave hating who i really am than stay around to lies. i am ice-free and happy and fat. i am trying not to echo past relationships and trying to make this one last. if i get hurt this time i think i wont come back.