now its just me waiting.
every second
spinning
to a halt.
every footstep i tread
cracks in an instant.
i think
if i can prolong
the silences
and tears
i can draw myself in to your image
---------this out a little longer.
i think
if i could find the words
to just tell you I LOVE YOU
-----------------im scared
-----------------i dont know who i am
-----------------you dont like who i am.
-----------------do you LOVE ME?
-----------------do i?
we still wake to find each other,
your side of the bed seems
the other side of the world.
once i couldn't tear you off me.
once we talked for hours
now its always me interupting
----------------me talking back.
now its always me with nothing to say.