a man with a flashlight
apologised.
i had my skirt above my knees
crouched over her
my breasts covered
only by her mouth.

against cement
she asked me
to have a baby with her
and she promised
she would never leave.

we were drunk
and helpless
to each other,
i couldnt remember much
but yes
i couldnt remember much
but her
but forever.

messy love,
i forgot that hours earlier
id been pushed to the ground
we made love on.